there is something very liberating about daylight, the absence of a bra, & cotton….lots of cotton.
it always makes me a little uncomfortable to see a black based business. with nothing but black workers. selling nothing but black tradition. with a white owner.
anyway. this soul food restaurant is amazing.
seeking advice & trying to satisfy the wrong damn people.
Lets add those to our vocabulary on a regular basis, shall we?
I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.
I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.
It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.
But when I see a mother with her child;
A girl with her lover;
Or a friend laughing with their best friend;
I realize that even though I like being alone,
I don’t fancy being lonely.
the more I am around him, the more I desire to be. it’s like it’s never really satisfied, it only grows deeper.
I think it’s interesting how my soul & spirit just seems to mesh with his by simple presence.
at times I feel like my thoughts & DESIRES are too mature for my age. ironically it may do more harm than good.
My heart cannot embrace
the fullness of the world
yet I find myself
gazing at the moon
more than I should.” —Otagaki Rengetsu (1791～1875)
it’s amazing how so much emotion can be wrapped up in one person.
hate. worry. love. jealousy. patience. admiration. anger. lust. loyalty. & the like.